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“Have you ever asked yourself ‘Why me?’ when life didn’t go the way you expected?”

There’s a moment in life—quiet, heavy, almost suffocating—when everything narrows down to one question: “Why me?” Not loudly. Not dramatically. But internally. Repeatedly. Relentlessly. It shows up when life doesn’t go as planned. When something cracks open your sense of control. When the story you thought you were living suddenly rewrites itself without your permission. A breakup. A diagnosis. A betrayal. A loss. A failure. And in that moment, you don’t want philosophy. You don’t want advice. You just want an answer. Why me? When Dante Asked the Same Question While reading Canto II of Dante’s Inferno , I stumbled upon something deeply human—something that didn’t feel like poetry or literature, but like a mirror. Before Dante begins his journey into Hell, he hesitates. He stops. Doubts himself. Questions everything. And then he turns to Virgil and essentially asks: Why me? I am no one. Why am I chosen for this? Think about that. Dante isn’t standing a...
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Do We Really Need Closure?

Do We Really Need Closure? The Truth About Healing Without Answers

Where This Thought Began

The other day, I found myself thinking about two people I know.

One of them has been in therapy for a long time, trying to come to terms with a relationship that ended almost three years ago. Even now, he struggles with closure, as if something was left unfinished—something he still needs to understand or accept. Maybe the ending had been forming long before it actually happened, but it never felt complete to him.

And then there is someone else I know who lost her mother. She never went to therapy. She never tried to formally process it or find a way to say goodbye. She simply continues to live with her memory, carrying it quietly, without ever calling it closure.

Watching both of them, in such different ways, led me to a thought I couldn’t quite shake off.

What if closure is not something that arrives the same way for everyone?

Or more quietly—

What if it doesn’t arrive at all?


Our Need to Make Sense of Everything

We often think understanding the closure meaning is essential to healing—especially in relationships or loss. But what if healing without closure is not only possible, but necessary?

And so, when something breaks us—a relationship, a loss, a sudden shift in life—we don’t just feel the pain.

We start searching.

Why did this happen?

Why did they leave?

Why now?

Why me?

And in that search, we unknowingly create something we call closure.


The Illusion We’ve Built Around Closure

Closure has been romanticized into something far bigger than it actually is.

We imagine it as a moment of clarity.

A final answer that settles everything.

A conversation that dissolves the pain.

We treat closure as the missing piece of a puzzle—the one piece that will suddenly make the entire picture clear.

But life does not work like that.

Because the truth is, not every puzzle comes with all its pieces.

And yet, we stand still, holding everything else in place, refusing to move forward because that one piece is missing.

This is where we lose perspective.

Closure is not the puzzle.

It is just a small part of it—and often, not even the most important one.


When Closure Becomes a Delay Mechanism

There is a quiet danger in overvaluing closure.

Overvaluing closure delays real healing.

The moment we believe that healing depends on answers, we stop living in the present and start waiting.

We wait for:

  • the right explanation

  • the right conversation

  • the right realization

We tell ourselves:

“I will move on once I understand.”

But what if understanding never comes?

Or worse—what if it comes, and it still isn’t enough?

In that case, the search for closure becomes another way of staying stuck.


The Truth About Answers

We assume answers bring relief.

But answers and relief are not always connected.

You can understand why something happened and still feel broken.

You can see the patterns and still carry the pain.

You can have clarity—and still not feel at peace.

Because pain is not logical.

It does not resolve itself just because you understand it.

And sometimes, there is no answer at all.

Some things in life are:

  • situational

  • circumstantial

  • random

  • or simply incomplete

A relationship can be good and still end.

A person can love you and still leave.

A loss can happen without warning.

And the mind struggles—because it was never taught how to exist without explanation.


The Modern Obsession With Closure

Today, closure in relationships has become almost non-negotiable.

We are told that to move forward, we must first understand.

But this belief—that closure is necessary for healing—is rarely questioned.

We see it everywhere:

Slowly, closure becomes a requirement.

And that is where it begins to weigh us down.


The Vacuum We Are Afraid Of

Loss creates a vacuum.

An emptiness. A silence. A gap.

And we are not taught how to sit with it.

So we try to fill it—with explanations, beliefs, and sometimes even comforting illusions.

We tell ourselves:

  • everything happens for a reason

  • this was meant to be

  • this is for the best

These thoughts may comfort us.

But they are not closure.

They are ways of making the emptiness easier to hold.


Closure Is Not an Answer

Closure is often misunderstood.

It is not an explanation.

It is not justification.

It is not a moment where everything makes sense.

At its most honest, closure is this:

The point where you stop needing the answer.

Not because you found it—

but because you no longer depend on it.


Coping Is What Actually Moves You Forward

Instead of chasing closure, what truly helps is coping.

Coping is not dramatic.

It does not arrive with a breakthrough.


It looks like:

  • getting through the day

  • doing small, regular things

  • showing up for life, even when it feels heavy

This is how emotional healing after loss or relationships actually begins.

Not with answers—

but with movement.


Living Without All the Answers

At some point, something shifts.

Not suddenly. Not completely.

But enough.

You begin to realize:

Life does not always offer explanations.

And more importantly—

You do not always need them.

This does not erase the pain.

It simply means:

You are no longer waiting.


What We Rarely Question About Closure

An idea explored in Closure: The Rush to End Grief and What It Costs Us by Nancy Berns suggests that closure is not something we naturally need—but something we have been taught to seek.

This changes everything.

Because if closure is not essential, then what are we chasing?

Maybe not healing.

Maybe just comfort in the form of explanation.

And maybe that is where we go wrong—confusing understanding with moving on.


When Closure Quietly Happens

Closure does not arrive loudly.

It does not announce itself.

It happens quietly.

Don’t put weight on finding closure—recognize when it quietly happens.

It may look like:

  • remembering without breaking

  • thinking without spiraling

  • no longer needing to question everything

The event still exists.

But it no longer controls your life.


The Puzzle We Keep Misunderstanding

We often treat closure as the missing piece.

But what if the picture still makes sense without it?

What if the rest of your life—your growth, your resilience, your experiences—matters more?

Because the truth is:

One missing piece does not define the entire puzzle.


Moving Forward Without Waiting

At some point, a shift has to happen.

Not in understanding everything—

but in continuing anyway.

Continuing to:

  • live

  • connect

  • create

  • engage

Even without complete answers.

Because life does not pause until you feel ready.

Final Thought

Maybe the goal is not to find closure.

Maybe the goal is to build a life that does not depend on it.

To carry your experiences without needing to solve them.

Because life is not about answering every question.

It is about living—fully and honestly—even when some questions remain.


Healing does not begin when you find answers.

It begins when you stop waiting for them.


Let’s Stay With This a Little Longer


I don’t think this is a conclusion.

It feels more like a beginning.

Have you ever waited for closure and realized it never came?

Did understanding something make it easier—or just clearer?

Have you ever moved on without answers, and only noticed it later?

Where do you think healing truly comes from—answers, or the quiet act of continuing?

Maybe the point is not to arrive at closure


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Written by Anita.


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